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Together. Forever.

2010-12-13T23:54:00.007+08:00

Two souls, single thought.
Two hearts beat as one.

10.11.08

overdue Bali update

2010-11-17T11:33:00.012+08:00

15th - 21st September 2010
Bali, Kuta.

Day1- night.

I shall begin w/ our accommadation @Seminyak Town house.
A resort attached w/ two bedrooms, full equip kitchen, a spacious dining area & living room & best! a tropical pool out the apartment.

Day 2&3, -tour.
To the Barong & legong Dance.

Sightseeing of waterfall @tegenungan Village.

Indo/balinese Buffet lunch @Kintamani Rest.
with a scenic view of Volcano!

Coffee&Tea tasting.
@Balinese Spices Garden.
Dinner was spectacular..!
Seafood by the Jinbaran Beach.
(cant locate picture)

Strawberry Farm.

Botanical Garden/ Cactus farm.

Monkey Forest.

TanahLot temple in the middle of the ocean.

Lunch.
Gold & silver smith @ celuk village
Barong Dance.
Dinner @Moslimin Rest

Many thanks to buk Wayan suci and pak madir our tour guide&driver for the two days of tour.

Day 4: Swimming @apartment, cake(Bali bakery) cutting for birthday gal Ra'abiah aka Rubiah. Shopping @warehouse outlet, dessert @celcius cafe&grill, dinner @warong bandung.

Day 5: Breakfast cum lunch at the cheapest yet delicious stall(nasi padang)
'warong NIKMAT'...

and the most exciting of all is the SCUBA DIVING

and WATERSPORTS( Jet Ski, Rolling Donut) we missed out the parasailing due to the weather.
Shopping again @ market.

Mouth-watering Chicken satay from AGUS ADURA along the road side for dinner, to KAWAN mini store and back to apartment.

Kuta Beach, Bali bomb

Plengkung Restaurant...
Last day shopping @market, maniPadicure, desserts @flapjaks, local food for dinner...

thanks to Andi (bali friend), for driving us around...

and to the airport...
GOODBYE BALI, HELLO S'PORE!!!!

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been thinking much of it lately

2010-06-18T10:47:00.004+08:00

Im sitting here thinking it through...
I still choose you.

Knowing being in your life gonna change me...
I still believe in us, i really do.

Time slows down whenever you're around...
I can barely take it, if i have to get over you.

There's no point looking back,
I know i've hurt you bad.

I'm SORRY and i LOVE you.

permaisuri hari hari

2010-02-28T02:27:00.005+08:00

things were so good.

"you make me happy, when skies are grey..."

you're my fantasy

2010-02-12T00:52:00.010+08:00

HaPpy twenty-second BIGday!

Sometimes its the littlest thing like looking back on moments got me cracking up.you keep me steady as we go! There are so many things in life that are hard. If i thought 'bout it, i could come up with pages on it. Then i realized more & more over these years that the one thing that makes all the hard things ten times better is you.My mom gave me the skill to be an independent soul. but you... I've learned to trust, super important.

You know exactly what to say in my darkest times, you shine on me that makes my life brighter! i often feel that i am doomed to live life of bitterness & depression. I am constantly reliving things that have happened in the past. constantly giving 'bouts of negativity. feeling like shit...
yet you make me believe that things will change for the better one day.

But you know what? It's a pretty unique feeling for me to rely on someone. This is too good to be true. Beyond belief!(:

You're one of those guys that has always been in my life. Somedays we're inseparable, others we don't speak at all. Right now, is one of those distant phases, i miss you so much. As we get older, i worry that this may be the last. That you won't pick up the phone or reply my sms-es, like you always has. I am scared that this will be the last. That we will no longer be BESTfriends. That we have grown apart for good...

This relationship has taught me that i need to tell you how special you are, no matter how badly i want to kill you(: you are what is real & i need to hold on no matter what.

Thank you for all the times you've listened, laughed, shared, experience and occasionally humoured. Thank you for being a man I'm honoured to know. Enjoy this now, enjoy us.
Enjoy this chapters we are creating everyday,
-entirely unique & amazing true.like some dream come true~!

Love♥ ♥ ♥ ,
Ur precious little princess.

what does not kill you, makes you stronger

2010-01-11T14:15:00.006+08:00

took a min to look at the watch on my wrist, 2010!
focused, look closely and pondered on 2009.
i deserve an applaud for making it through, it's been a rough &tough time.
out of all that... I've learned.
I've move.. and cross my heart to never look back.
never gonna waste more time on those trivial matters.

but that doesn't mean that doors to decisions are closed.
I'll just make things easier in anyways and shan't hold back on emotions.
just have to allow oneself to go all the way through them,
& stop being busy on being afraid.

i often feel i am doomed to live life of bitterness & depression.
and am consistently reliving things that have happened in the past.
constantly having bouts of negativity, feeling like shit, yet make oneself belief
that things will change for the better one day.

a unique feeling, too good to be true, beyond belief.

that... the values that Ive put up, are values in the wrong things,
that leads to a very disillusioned lives.

I've realised.

sometimes it's the little things like looking back on
moments like this got me cracking up and keeps me steady as i go.

today...I'm taking control of my actions and i have the power to mend it.
those who seems to like my life, I'd say don't ask for it.
let's just be oneself, & let things happen. for a reason.

on a lighter note; don't take life too seriously.

enjoy this, enjoy now, enjoy this chapters we are creating everyday.
-entirely unique & entirely amazing true!

Happy 2010, all.

whatz up 2010?

2010-01-08T15:22:00.004+08:00

am just missing those long entries w/o visuals
& in need of a-n0-brainer entertainment

fullstop

HO! HO! HO!

2009-12-26T13:57:00.011+08:00

Mini Wacky Christmas Celebration.

TOWN WAS WELL LIGHT UP!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
(speacially to: Marcus Charles Kasmas)

may your day(s) be filled with,
lots of love, joy & happiness!

we fear tmrrw or regret ystrdy

2009-12-23T13:32:00.004+08:00

i have no reasons to fear or regret my past or future,
for the future will hold us together forever,
and it was one yesterday,
we met. ♥

quicky

2009-12-15T00:36:00.014+08:00

expecting a zoukout update? sorry!

instead of one happening day, i got 3days w/ greatsome company.(:

to raffles city to get the boy, adidas shoes.
(i have my ways of getting the boy the things he wanted)

to esplanade w/ nesh tagging along.
we get our hands on the floating-balls.
his & hers.

simpang for cheesy cheese fries.
(the boy gonna kill me for the pictures)

off to a cold, stary light night. ♥

sat, to town to catch Zombieland.

Karaoke @grandlink, ♥
simpang,
marina barrage, ♥

till morn! with the regular boys and partners.

amateurs-singing-vids up on FB!

p/s:- i'd say this again, i'm blessed! ♥
but boy, am i hanging on a piece of one fine thread?

pop to the corn

2009-12-11T09:04:00.007+08:00

it's not even the start of the weekends. -am lovin' it.
e boy was being sweet to fetch me after work and drove back to tamp after punggol
to get my popcorn! D:
sumpah ku mati-mati nak tu popcorn.
i dunno how he made it in time b4 giant closes at 12am.

time check; 5 minutes siia he drive!!

voila.
thank U very the nice!! ♥

teman him wash his car.
ku tolong, tolong tengok (:

till den.

wǒ ài nǐ.....we'll màke ǒur ǒwn hǒney

2009-12-09T13:08:00.009+08:00

ONE more day, and a LooooooooooonG weekends!

xìng fú
-blessed; happy.

♥

late, latest update

2009-12-04T10:38:00.002+08:00

Sec sch catching up -with our lives.
Video prolly will be up on FBook.

thank you all for ur presence.

you rawks my socks ,\,,/

Featuring Ct Aishah S.

2009-11-14T21:20:00.005+08:00

Such a Darl.

Starbucks, Plaza Sing, GV-Humpday,
Fish&Co, seafood platter for two & hot latte.

rated: two thumbs down!

company was great though.
See you soon Darl.
much love.

love by nature and embroidered by imagination

2009-11-13T03:44:00.007+08:00

Starbucks
@Kallang Leisure Park
-javachips, lavachoc cake.

Marina @Keppel Bay
-Quiet & serene.

J.co Donuts.
-donuts & ~~coffee~~
yummy, funny.

Yishun Dam
w/ crazy bunch

-bikes ride off to show off.
Cars drive off fast to show off too. (:

Love the company!
one-great-lover-in-you.

the best thing

2009-10-24T22:54:00.009+08:00

Girl, you talk it.
I live it.
you're jealous.
just admit it.
& if u had a life,
you'll stop talking 'bout mine.

that's it.

He's the reason for my smile (:
Saturday i'm in ♥.

I
adore
admire
cherish
&love
him.

blog refreshed

2009-10-22T03:54:00.003+08:00

Last Kopek Raya.

Now...
am looking forward to Saturday.
better be a good one.(:

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2009-10-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

under construction.

festive

2009-09-24T14:12:00.001+08:00

Happy Eid Mubarak!

five little words

2009-09-06T23:13:00.005+08:00

beachRd in the afternoon.
home. &&& Marina, Suntec City.
accompanied boify♥ to iftar/gathering with the arabiahs'.

(bla bla bla...bla bla bla...bla bla blabla bla bla...)

left the crowd & catched..
"I Love You, Beth Cooper"
(bought tix before hand)
♥♥♥

after movie was home - (We went public) NR7.
Bf♥ said NO MORE to public...!
hahahahaha.
hello, it was his idea to leave his car behind & went public.
and then he complains.
pfft. who to blame??
you got the ans.

ps: it wasn't my saturday. ♥, still.

what i've been looking for the whole time

2009-08-28T10:37:00.005+08:00

it was a pleasant surprised right after work.
he said; it didn't turned out like how it was planed.
Oh Bboy, you always fail the Q&A anyways.. ((:

i wish time could standstill.

.... i ♥ you, and that's all i know.

ps: that look upon that face, made me smile with such grace.

fish-tastic

2009-08-17T12:33:00.005+08:00

we hooked up with the best fish & seafood in town!

a meet up for dinner with the ITEmates to Fish&Co. Bugis @8pm.
(with fiance, boyfren, brother & frens who tag along)
thank you all for making it happened...

they're the painkiller. the drug,
the treatment, or anything else that relieves all ur pain.

love you, my sweet sweets!
till we meet again.

ps: i'm a happy little girl, coz it was MY day afterall.

singapore's traitor

2009-08-13T13:20:00.013+08:00

GOODBYE SINGAPORE,
HELLO MALAYSIA, KUALA LUMPUR.

Rise and the sun haven't shine...
Good Morning, people!
0500hours
the day begins...fetched the makciks-pakcik @tamp.

the 4-5hrs journey of butt sore..
first, they were all awake.
and in no time....

Zzzzzzzzzzz.
sista accompanied hidayat on the road.
and i, myself can't get a shut eye.
with the two makciks beside me took so much space.
and can't stop fidgeting! grrr...

voila!
we reached JB.
SINGGAH SLALU.
to have breakfast.

hidayat was soooooooooooo hungry.
he started off w/o us.
&&& they had birds.

continued our journey....with a pit stop to get coffee.
and den finally, at noon we reached our apartment.
The Zone.

We actually gotta wait for our rooms to be ready coz of late checkouts.
We walked out & had lunch @ the EXPENSIVE nasi kandar stall.

i didn't had lunch.
the look of the food is Eeeeeeew~
HAHA.

back to our apartment.
unpacked our stuffs.
and off to masjed india.
they got their daging rendang,(or whatever that is!) to bring back home.

& some food back to apartment, for dinner.

(klcc view from our apartment)
bibik atik&yaya so kental kay.
they slept!

and so, we went rounding w/o them.
We got lost!! hidayat ended us up at a Chinese cemetery.
not cool. even he scared himself off. LOL.

he gave up driving & we had durians.

......con't rounding
to our disappointment, the initial place we wanted to go was CLOSED.
we went to another pasar malam.
they get their needs & back to our apartment at 5am.
SLEEP!
(and i really mean beauty sleep!)
.
.
.
DAY 2.

we had breakfast+lunch @food republic.

walked. walked.

had ice-cream.

had sorbet @haagen-dazs.

and we said bye to our apartment

drove back down to JB-singapore.
with a pit-stop @ A&W.

a must root beer float and waffle.

i tell you,
NO STANDARD!
(two thumbs down)
no joke.

get not-suppose-to-bring-back-stuffs.

and no more pit stops...

we said HELLO back to SINGAPORE!

ps: favourite boy was missed.♥

first august two thousand nine

2009-08-04T09:17:00.005+08:00

the day started out at early as eleven am. boify♥ fetched me & proceeded to simei to get Rafie&Gf, drove to AngMoKio to had a quick bite at LJS and catched Jangan Pandang Belakang,Congkak. (:
Pathetic five in the theatre!

after movie was to our separate ways. Us back to the east, Tampines to get some stuffs & my famousAmous cookies♥.

drove to Bedok to fetched AuntLily&hubby and sista, headed down to Grand Hyatt Hotel Singapore , StraitsKitchen to have dinner♥.

Suliana&Mazhan belated birthday(s)
and 1st yr anniversary!

The guest & organisers...

three round tables...

had our fill (to the brim!)
& got cupcakes♥ to bring home..

& they received gifts..
$150 isetan vouchers from faboulous 6♥,
adidas watches, longcham &lacoste from the family.

the day ended where everyone headed home..
boify♥ send the husband&wife home(lucky you pple!).
& we spent the rest of the hours together♥...

i'm falling for this boy♥ over and over again for being so sweet♥
the good times♥ outweighs the bad.
he made my day!!!

xoxo

the government hated him

2009-07-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

i like baseball... movies... good clothes...
fast cars... whisky... and you...
what else do you need to know??

one word, i'd say i'm underwhelmed.

hearty food

2009-07-28T10:06:00.006+08:00

Swensen's

As a starter we had ,Prawn & Fruit Salad Crisp lettuce with prawns and chunky tropical fruits with mango yogurt dressing. Followed by Rodeo Wings Fried-up chicken wings tossed with BBQ sauce and crushed black pepper, Hot U.S. Fries & Dips Crispy hot fries served with BBQ and tartar sauce. The main course was Beef Ribs (which they said is tough!) -Grilled beef short ribs marinated with pineapple BBQ sauce. Served with savory rice and seasonal vegetables. & Swensen's Combo A galore of golden fried fish bites, butterfly shrimps, calamari rings and breaded chicken, served with U.S fries and coleslaw.

and to end it off.... ((:
Sizzling Pan!!!!
Banana Crumble
Banana crumble on a sizzling skillet with caramelized fresh banana slices, Ol' Fashioned Vanilla ice cream and a drench of butterscotch cream sauce.

SUPERB k!

-sweet memories of good time spent with loved ones. -
thanks for the treat.
love.

enjoy,pleasure,satisfaction or to mk glad or contented.

2009-07-23T14:01:00.006+08:00

We can never please everyone.
thats, that.

it's just hard.

miss you like a child misses their blanket

2009-07-16T15:02:00.008+08:00

that look upon his face,
that makes me smile with such grace.

fullstop.

emotions

2009-07-14T13:30:00.003+08:00

lonesome angry weepy worried lost confused sunken dark rotten fears sorrow despair empty sad calm pain hate remorse suffering relaxed worry rage hyper absentmindedness excited depressed wonder stress sole-searching agony hopelessness woe cheerful misery fright dejection insecurity hate joyful annoyed crushed overjoyed unhappy perky blue frustrated foolish down puzzled disheartened worthless useless unimportant jubilant lonely hollow nothing bad hurt doomed paranoia sensitive silly clever stupid terrible trapped troubled n sleepy energetic happy.

and the list goes on.

the boyfren.

2009-07-09T19:43:00.004+08:00

a few minutes.
& that's it.

):

almost a perfect week

2009-07-07T12:21:00.019+08:00

Hasta La Vista!

Singapore’s only contemporary Mexican restaurant and bar.

Café Iguana

Riverside point

Arena, R&B hip-hop

and regular hangout.

that was basically my Thurs.
Party cum sis "sweet-seventeen" bdae. =p
.......

Fridays' transformer was brought 4ward to Saturday.

...

Sunday was HardRockCafe.
(suddenly a change of genre!)

Singapore's No. 1 Reggae Band
-Bushmen.
awesome!
....

I said it; it could have bn perfect if it hadn't been that way,
after transformer 2.

on a happier note..
boify is allowed to go home BUT upsetting it is, not allowed to go out!
-home quarantine.

one word: SHITTY!

-_-
the end.

what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

2009-06-29T11:56:00.005+08:00

If i had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and i.

p.s: I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.

floral garlands

2009-06-23T19:11:00.007+08:00

the theme was Hawaiian beach.

seashells decor

family pit cum birthday celebrations.

June babies.

floral garlands. hulla skirts!! lol

showing off 'assets'.

UNO game.

boify was on the guest list.

interogation going on...
so-far-so-good.
am glad boify gets along well with the tak-betuls aunties&uncles. (=

hulla~~!

boom boom pow

2009-06-19T13:39:00.005+08:00

"...spending a night out with her friends and have fun,
without her partner. Despite these characteristics,
she always assure that her partner knows ,
she are devoted to him,
even through the most subtle gestures..."

but it's just hard.

my FAVOURITE boy!

2009-06-14T21:09:00.007+08:00

" morning syg.. training cut short...
heavy rain... u da siap2 go work..?"

okay, i got tricked!
pfft.

boify gave a pleasant surprised on Saturday morning!
right under my void deck b4 i left for work.
TEARS OF JOY.

i dont care 'bout the Ahpeks lepak-ings there. ((:

i'll wait till friday, Hunn!!

love&devotion

2009-06-12T14:21:00.008+08:00

"it's hard on how we get busy in our routines...
& we don't get to see each other."

Boify left me to uphold the law, maintain order
and keep the peace in the Republic of Singapore.
-a member of the home team.

u're always missed by me, my fav boy!

unanswered

2009-05-29T12:58:00.007+08:00

"When she looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around"

Syed Syahid B. Osman Idros

2009-05-26T16:22:00.007+08:00

I kept the love in me w/o expressing it in words.

It was 1st an earnest heartfelt desire for something beyond reach.
Missed opportunities lead to the most crucial factor.
Hoping tomorrow(s) will be a better day. With him not having a clue.
To think i needed him so much, i still can't have it.
Bcoz of you girl, becoz of you. and boy, you never failed to make me cry.
they said.. i should have known better, a fair face hides a foul heart.

nevertheless, helped came on its way.
I saved me from myself.
that certain choice i made. the love(s) i put to rest. the tolerance& patience i had.
It was worthwhile. it was worthwhile.

It was magical. it was more love than before.
we're exempted from problems free from the odds.
assured that it's meant to be, it will never die. destined to live happily ever after.

My all time favourite boy;
U'll be the last and the best i ever had. i'll love you like nobody loves you..
come rain or shine. you're my precious treasure, i proudly own.

I thank you now, for making me a happy girl by telling me u're never felt this wonderful before.
i'm blessed.

nothing gonna change my love for you.
love me, and dont ever stop!

here is where it's all typed out.

you give me something

2009-05-18T18:06:00.006+08:00

Behind that smiling face, lies a thousand questions.

things are like how i wanted it to be.
-but strangely i feel sad.

KOKO KRUNCH®.

2009-05-14T12:31:00.006+08:00

Happiness is so simple.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

...i know you want me. you know I want cha

2009-05-09T21:36:00.006+08:00

my precious treasure, my tender joy.
-my favourite boy.

ily.

he wishes for every day to be his bday.

2009-05-06T21:52:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY, HUN!! (:

swensen. movie marathon.
-taken & 17 again.

weird & clumsy you!
heh.

unconditional.

2009-04-29T14:49:00.003+08:00

u're never, second.
like how he put it; my knight in shining armour (:

double-date

2009-04-15T16:29:00.007+08:00

secret recipe.
chicken cordon bleu.
ice lemon tea.
choc chip walnut.
hot mocha.

LOVE.

superbowl

hand in hand love is sent.

they say it's hiatus

2009-04-04T10:47:00.020+08:00

sorry to have chucked and neglect this blog of mine. hehe.
to pleaseeeeeeeeeeeed you pple. here you go an update.
(only god knows when's the next) *laughs.

it's somewhat a new beginning...
"it's never too late on an update. (:
here are what that haf bn happening.
changes changes changes.

11FEB09' - till date.

Main Highlight-
21st bday was a blast.
Girlsnight out. picture tells a thousand words.

Yes, nightlife is still on.
just a little of change, ain't dat regular compared to 2008 (:

Goodfood like forever!
swensen, fish&co, swensen, macD, macD, macD.

i do catch movies now.
you know how i hate gg to the theatres.
i even got a movie buddy now!! hehe.
just an old fren. nice.
hilarious.

pretty alright.

i can't belief i watched it! not bad though.

i watched it twice!!
bday girl nye pasal lar eh. tngok lagi skali k.

sad.

meet up with esplanade boys to karaoke@cashstudio got me bankrupt!
happy pills, still.

yeah! Karaoke is the in-thing for me.

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Human actions have consequences and dat certain choice, onced made canot be undone.
the power of choosing is within our reach.
i hope the love(s) i put to rest wont rekindled.
(sunshine, little secret, antidote, my platonic fren, scottish fren,
my key to survival, pain killer etc.)

As cliche as it may sound...
Happiness comes through doors i didn't even know i left open.
i found LOVE.
The truth, it was a mess to begin w/.
-the one dat hurts me but the one who feels my pain.

the one, i hope. (:

ps: Thanks to all who bring me back on my feet when i'm at my lowest point.

as though yesterday(s) never happened...
i am h-a-p-p-y, now.
boop-oop-a-doop, the one.
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as u can see from the pictures, i got my hair straight - permed!!
they say it's SEXY.

LOL.

till thens, misses to all!

re⋅sus⋅ci⋅tate in progress

2009-03-01T00:52:00.003+08:00

Author's Half Dead!

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i'll be back w/ a change (:
2009, babeh!!

Santa Claus is coming to town

2008-12-25T18:00:00.007+08:00

made a trip down to Tamp (alone!)...
'christmas celebration' with the aunties, uncles & couzs.

Pictures tells all.
bunch of so-the-tak-betol-people. HaHa.

Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays, everyone!

HO! HO! HO!

A Dance Music Festival

2008-12-20T20:27:00.020+08:00

ZOUKOUT
13/12/08

& Double Oink.
18/12/08

beach party virgin

2008-12-12T21:53:00.008+08:00

Here we come, let's have FUN! (:

edit: yes,i know! picas not in yet la people.
Oh-O! tonight babeh.. Fun like again...!
(will update)

anyways, almost everyone's talking 'bout Marina Barrage.
LETS GO. i wanna 'photoshoot' there can??

till den.

the lights went off when i got near

2008-12-09T03:50:00.008+08:00

First and formost;
Happy Birthday Ahmad Hidayat Bin A. Sani.

We (Bob, Hidayat, Lynn & myself).
Had dinner @ Newton.

We then headed town for somewhat a photo-taking with the Christmas decor.

Special thanks to Bob for layan-ing me & so-called being my photographer for the night.

Warning.
OverLoaded pictures of just me.myself.and.I
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Sky.Juice.

pit.stop.

everlast.

choc.swirl.

lick.lick.lick.lick.from.your.head.to.your.toe.

camera.loves.me.vice.versa.

stairways.to.heaven.

photography.is.the.in.thing.now.

d.o.n.u.t.s

is. s.i.n.f.u.l

and.does.makes.me.sleeeeeeeeepy.

Goodnight,everyone. ((:

i'd rather be there than anywhere else

2008-12-07T19:20:00.008+08:00

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love.
i love u too, girlfriends.
it may be few but it was gud.
thanks for coming.

p/s: gambar yang lain tanam k (:

just to keep it alive

2008-12-06T00:20:00.005+08:00

4th December 08'
Partied @ usual night spot.

1st December 08'
Movied, WildChild @tamp GV.

the end.

double o and double fun

2008-11-29T18:32:00.011+08:00

edit: Oh Nooooooooo! everyone is relying on me for meet ups now. coz my plan(s) does seems to work. oh well, so much of being a RELIABLE (and at the same time takle harap) group leader, chairman and all during my pri/sec/nitec/hnitec days. hahahaha! ahem! (evil laughs)

i can't promise but i'll say the word is try. ((:
i'm busy too, okay. take note.

tell u guys 1st, next mth plan(s) is up!
just wait for my text msges.

27th nov 08'
a little different today. it wasn't with the girls. Nana haf night classes now so that goes to show sista also won't be partying too. The guys were being nice as to jio me along.
They being; Lan & taufik.. came and fetch me right at voiddeck. (they janji melayu okay!)

and hello people! NEVER in my life of double o-ing i would loooooooove the dancefloor. but these guys not only made me step in the dancefloor BUT up the podium k. YES, like how fidzy say: "sheeda eh podium!?" LOL. indeed it was effing stuffy. plus the mats they're like 'tigers who's getting ready to pounce on their predators'. serious shit!

they left me for smoke break(never did i mind, coz they said to be coming back). and you roughly should know what happened.lost but thankful, i made new friends plus i got regulars over in the club!(: basically, came w/ diff pple.. in the club w/ diff pple.. and out w/ diff people. NOT cool. somewhat an abandon kid. hahaah.

and what made things worst, Lan kuku fucking lost his bike key! with that i got loads off pple nagging at me why i'm not back yet. thanks for your concerns, i very well can/ will takecare of myself. a public apolagy for the worries! maafkan ku. heh.

p/s: i got a secret added up under my many many secrets! *zip.

28th nov 08'
today's the day we're been waiting for! Karaoke session! So, was with the fareez(S) & Siti Razanah (oops!). to cashstudio orchard, ming arcade.Lovely people, great company... what an awesome time!

makan, karaoke, lepaks ecp. home.

the rides was kelakar serams, siol!never in my riding days i had these kinda experience. i wouldn't wanna elaborate but i'm dead serious bout it. gotta agree on Nana's saying: 'next meet up bawak kereta please!' i shall do some add ons: public would be a much much better choice. ((:

whatever it is;korg tetap gereks punya kaki kekeks k! (it doesn't sound right, somehow)whocares! hahahahahaha. till me meet again, loveliest.do take care and stay safe.

p/s: these never could be a double-date. LOL.
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missing you, anonymous.

sumtyms u need to lie to mk some1 happy

2008-11-24T19:02:00.006+08:00

this weird feeling inside me.
i'm right here living a lie.

it's effing easy to help others solve their problem(s) but not mine, myself.
that's true.

music is my hot hot sex

2008-11-21T11:30:00.007+08:00

the month's ending and i had such a blissful blessful day(s).
organising catching up sessions have been pretty smooth
(although some do get on my nerves!).

3 down i should say!

1)nitec girls to town(which i already post 'bout it),

2)damai-michael clicks to starbucks;
Razanah, sharifah & both fareez was present. lovely. am now looking forward to our next meet up for a karaoke session at the end of the month. *fingers-crossed, hope i'm not broke! like how i joked, i'm having bread and tap water for lunch/dinner to save up. LOL.

and lately
3)dinner at simpang with the 4a2 maites. being Fahmi, Dannny, Marc, Fin, Hakim, Is, Sof, Fadhly, Didi & Aidil. awesome k! couldn't asked for more. eventhough an egg&cheese prata+ais limau cost me 16 bucks. i dont mind clearing the tabs. coz company was great!
really appreciate their presence even some were shag from work/sch. they still turned up!
to those who can't/didn't make it or back out last minute, no comments can? ((:
not forgetting, special thanks to Fahmi's mum for the cup cakes meant for iskandar&soffia's mini belated birthday surprised.

Okay friends, wait up for my next text msg. please make things easy for me k. thank you in advance. hehe. till we meet again. Misses!

p/s: IXUS was on loan.

NEXT,

lancing-lancing yesterday power okay.. met many2 people.
& Oh-oh! found another eye-candy! haha.
all smiles when we danced (((:
*dimples makes me melt!*

so, only one picture for the night.
(sebok uh ni Din org nak amek gambar, dia pon nak masok frame)
Fidzy, macam yan kan dia? *evil laugh.

so to wrap things up.
i'm doing fine (i guess), work was okay (surviving) . &life's boring like fuck!.

okay done. wait long-long for my next post k. hehe.
&sumpah aku rindu korg. (whoever it may concern)

broken-hearted girl? Nooooooo.

2008-11-15T21:25:00.014+08:00

Thursday, 13th Nov '08

"To Enjoy Is To Waste Money"
"And Dance Like No One Is Watching."

-Tom tom & usual girls are loved.
Xoxoxoxo.

huggies wee! wee~!

2008-11-09T07:37:00.012+08:00

as of now, i ain't haf enuff time to update.
this is what work does to me! pfft.
busybusybusy.
so, entries starts from the latest.

met my sweet sweets, 8th Nov for a catching up session cum dinner.
i'm shag! after work & off to town.

had a little fun with the IXUS.
and they headed home.
till we meet again, misses!
p/s: korg kalau plan tak pernah nak jadi. tngk aku plan. halal k. haha.
next one kasi aku plan! seme ditanggung beres.

met the girls & guys being nana shah lynn didi & ramdan.

~~plan to catch a movie.~~ no slot for the timing wanted.
end up playing pool.. more of being a spectator. hah.
waaaaaaaaay early breakfast @ macD & home.

Oh-Oed as usual.
FUN? a-okay bah. ((:

Sakuntala Restaurant.

i'm not a fan of Indian Cuisine. but overall i rated it nice. (:
"yoouuuuu, kenapa you tak bilang kita it's this BIG!"

HAHAHAHAHA!

hmmm, my work schedule puts me aside from my usual social life.
what made it worst, it's shift work! SUX. yes.
but i'll TRY my very best to meet each & everyone of you lovely friends aite.
i'm really am planning my days for meet ups!! gimme time. (:
a promise u're not forgotten.

please eh to whoever-it-may-concern, aku tak eksyen okay! busy jer.
maafkan ku yer. ((:

sailed away

2008-11-05T15:43:00.004+08:00

You, happy birthday!!

you belikan i present apa?
you nak apa?
i nak boat!
boat buat apa eh?!
buat apa plak... relax, fishing..blablabla. i kan chill nye org.
boat eyy? sampan pon i tak mampu you.

LAUGH OUT LOUD.
(this guy really loves serenity)

Anyways... Happy Birthday, Love! (:
errrrrrm, kita duduk tepi pantai jer lar k.

I earn $2 for the night.

2008-11-01T12:44:00.003+08:00

It's somewhat a halloween day.
but i dont see people dressing up.
-regular people, regular clubbing dress code.

basically it was a-okay.but like how he said; SHE spoils everything.

to you boy call me petty if you have to. i'm still nt over the matter.
serve you right. :p

and yan; sorry sikit eh... i'm NOT jealous k. not even close to that!
i'm just pissed. i totally dislike pple who said somethin' but mean the other.
that's that. the fact is, he's one.

thankssssssssssssssssss eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

&&& dat night, aku noneng k. hahah. i can't think straight.
kecian nordin bebual panjang2 and end up tak masok otak aku. hehehe!
plus, i dont even know how much i paid for the cab fare!
wtf right.

Oh, who in the world left her panties @ smaleland sia.
(okay. i know itz not related to the days agenda)
but still WHO leh?! funny.

HHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

butch fight.

2008-10-26T18:27:00.007+08:00

I don't even have time to update, now!

anyway, here it is.
D to the B to the L to the O.

Awesome.
-as usual with the girls.

plus the regulars.
-not any mangkuk day. (:

nothing's new, Farris.
-i dont have to elaborate.

yaay! met her again.
-lovely.

nothing much to say.
12 hours of work for me the next day,
but i had fun.

unforeseen breathtaking heights.

2008-10-18T13:06:00.002+08:00

how i wish i could scared the little shits witless out of them by any means.
or better decapitate these people.

typical first impression cinonehs.
-they and their blastful volcanic mouth!

you suck but i'm;
embracing these challenges.

marah nampak..

2008-10-17T12:15:00.008+08:00

let me be fair. (:

Knowing you had your bad habits... you shoudn't have slept.
Or it would be better if you just didn't say that you'll come.

" tell your Hafidz.
Thanks for making me wait for him.
and not to answer my call"

with that, i told ya not to wait, go back & sleep isn't it?
-you should have known him better!
and on another account, you should be understanding enuff that he's tired.

seriously, i so feel you.
i definitely totally hate it when this happen too. (:
pfft.

no visual

2008-10-16T23:54:00.004+08:00

skipped party for sooo many reasons.

i just got back from work. too rushing.
the girls from last week say they'll skip tonight.
& i also wouldn't wanna tag along with any guy frens who's bringing a girl-friend along.
i repeat, not anymore.
the most important thing is late-granddad.

besides all the things above.
i met that fella at work place. at first step tak nmpk plak. ketuk kang!

anyway...
it was much better working today; the kakak2 jio-ed me makan.
home cook food. how sweet. (:

oh oh! never in my life i met a guy so kerek like that customer.
GOD SAVE HIM, pleaseeee.

laughs.

God loves him.

2008-10-15T11:18:00.010+08:00

Ninety nine years of living.

Allahyarham Haji Ahmad A. telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada
12 October 2008.

-to tell you the truth, i'm scared when he's back.
you know that tinggling sensation that sends shivers up to your spine.
really. call me scaredy cat.

ps: Condolences to Airul&fam too.

the reason why

2008-10-10T22:42:00.009+08:00

budak2 jalan raya irritating or what! We girls board the bus with them inside.
I wasn't aware of their disturbance at 1st, coz i was concentrating in paying the correct fare.then it came to a point where their cat-callings are getting louder with the "psst.psst"

And my hp just gotta slipped off my wristlet at the wrong time lar! I was like fark! but thank god they alighted on the next stop. & the bus driver still have the thing to entertain their nonsense by opening the front door for them to pass msges to us! we even got laughed by the passengers on the bus.
WTH k.

one down.

next was the effing loooooooooong queue. never in my life of going dbl-to-the-O i need to queue that far till the laundry shop k. & people, i got in ONLY at 0130! how cool is that.

two down.

Thanks to Ministry of Sound(MoS) for violating the rules and it got to closed! the shufflers and tecktonik pple moved to dbl O. they so got to the wrong place. ha hah. hello, even Hady Mirza(whose nightspot is mos) were in the house! & it's packed like sardines in a can! but i got the usual air-con spot. Weee~! (evil laughs)

met loads of familiar faces but there's just arn't any pictures to tell a story. i malas k.

then then, things happen. something to laughed at lar. whatever to it.
i repeat; just shut up & stop apolagizing. (:
so should i say i've yet to get enuff of that 'i'll make it up to you'?
just so u know, i actually came all prepared for it. :) come to think of it, that cheena already did apolagized before hand. So, no worries lar. i'm perfectly fine, really. :)

three down.

shait la. it hasn't been so easy for me.
i'm seriously am getting tired to be the one coaxing others.
& i'm most definitely not good in doing so. give me a break. i beg.
I don't have so much love to share.

three and a half down.

lastly, to you girl(s); i stressed this out
-get a life!

simpang bedok

2008-10-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

something to fill up the page,

Go try! (:

a frog underneath a coconut shell

2008-10-04T01:59:00.009+08:00

she lives in a borderless world.
having to stay inside the house 24/7.
pity lar. so we sisters brought her out. nowhere far, just TM.
jalan-jalan.

before we even reached TM, she fell asleep on the bus. -_-"

woke up for milk-time. & again fell aslp.

this kid never gave me chance leh!
sit only, wanna cry.
so consistently i need to walk around.
what's great is that, she behaves!
Wooohooo~

da leh kahwin per aku?
duk umah, jaga anak.
HAHA.
no way eh.

play safe. ride safe. & have fun.

2008-10-03T13:34:00.007+08:00

In the afternoon went Wild Wild Wet with uncle Hami's fam, sis & Aunt Lily. We sure had an unforgettable fun. Basically was the ular-lah, waterworks, the yakult processor playground, the shiok river, slide up, tsunami, jacuzzi & sky ride. Only me & Aunt Lily went on all the water rides. The rest back out on the thrilling samsung slide up! pengecut. haha.

After that, we had Arnold.
& home.

by night, like how Fidzy put it..
'unleash the dragon'. ha hah!
Oo-ed.
he was nice to let me tag along & even fetched me from hm. (:

guess what i got lost while in the club.
the number of guys are way too many compared to girls.
load of new faces! but of coz familiar ones are loved.

now i'd say welcome back to the club, babeh!

and people, i got shortlisted for the bank (UOB) job i've always wanted! NOOOOOOOoooooooooo!!
how how how?

nak duit raya!!!

2008-10-01T23:26:00.012+08:00

Kepada yang puasa Selamat Hari Raya.
Kepada yang tidak puasa Happy Deepavali jer lar eh.

She say PEACE! (:

This kid knows how to shuffle!
(to perform a dance with movements of the feet)
cool or what.

presenting the 8 siblings.
-they'll drive you insane.
but they definitely will make ur day!

by night, we the twins went mustafa to get a fan for the room.
adalah org ni guragas kasi pecah kipas! Haha.
hilarious okay. wanting to avoid the traffic lights & go the shorter way...
we end ourselves going verrrrrrrrrrrry far instead. i dunno how..
brother end us up at west side! sembarang sia abang aku ni.
pilih kipas pon kecoh k. & yes, we rode with a big box back home.
just imagine how.

now, back to the day's agenda,
enjoy this amateur mimpi manis vid!
watch till the end u'll get to see how this 2 kids gelek & sing along.

"Stop kau mencuri hatiku.. hatiku. Stop kau mencuri hatiku"

i'm blessed with adorable kids on this very day! (:

end of ramadhan

2008-09-30T19:27:00.021+08:00

Here comes the day, once in a blue moon.
I would like to take this opportunity to reach out to all Muslim
& wish them a Happy Eid Mubarak!
may Allah bring you joy on this blessed occassion.

-Selamat Idul Fitri, Maaf Lahir Batin.
ampun dan maaf andai terkasar bahasa, tersilap bicara, termarah yg tk kene, tertanye tk tentu hala.
tersasul yg tk sengaja, terpukul kat mana mana, terpekik di telinga, tehantuk di kepala.
terpinjam harta harta, termoody tak semene mena, terumpat bila bila.
termacam macam lagi yg kene mengene semoga dimaafkan.

(:

come pick me up.

2008-09-30T00:05:00.020+08:00

I wish you we're here with me.
iny & imy, anonymous.

typical cinonehs & trendy wankers mats spoils my day!
make my blood go up k.
grr.
save me or better still, them.

and oh yes, the Girl-friend look me up ystrdy.
same thing, come back to me crying ONLY when she needs help. what does this people take me as? & where were they when they're alright? i hate it but i'll try & help still.

bye.

korg apa tau! (((((((((((((:

2008-09-28T18:26:00.010+08:00

my saturday was to town. -Forum toys'R'us. I like!
i'm so gonna get that girly tamiya. (:

Its been a while (3weeks to be exact) since i last met the guys(esplanade boys). they've been buging me to meet, to meet, to meet! so met & head down Newton makan.

Then, Ecp slack. again, Bingo & pathetic firecracker!

Fidzy was near but yet so far.
Anyway, we didn't hang out late this time round. Afew need to get home early (esp. that kid) & as for me i got work in the morning. (Oh! today was busyBUSYbusy!)

Boifren asked; i got blured. and it came to....
'Miss Popularity'.
(some never-ending-inside-story)
shut up k! it's not something i wish/want la.
it just happen. so yeah. i got no say.
i'm.not.to.blame.

&seriously, i'm not excited over raya.
that's that.

fidzy paitao!

2008-09-27T14:05:00.016+08:00

Monopoly.
not any 60-90mins shortgame. almost up to 3hours of play.
Hatred against hidayat of not wanting to sell his land.
Wawan was consistenty charitable in giving out money.
Boifren was only concern in building thombs
and ran out of money to pay rent
& was declared bankrupt!
end of game.

the heart of every player is under the influence of emotion & excitement!

sahur at mCdonald (a chair flew & nearly hit me!) then home.
last but not least,

MUHAMMAD IDZWAN.

-&happy weekends, lovely people.

tee heeeeeeeee

2008-09-26T15:12:00.021+08:00

I saw this on my counter top...
I went like; wth. my offday also must come back work??
(since i came to work earlier to cover for Noor ystrdy, i went for the meeting as well.
so i'm excuse for todays' meeting) *all smiles!!

so, what's spectacular for this 2 consecutive offday? IDK.
I wanna go Geylang again can? but somebody gotta get rid of the mats&mins for me pleaseeeeeeeeeee.(: I want dengdeng, keropok lekor, ramli burger, otah-otah, honeychicken, vadeh, sotong charkway & kebab. HAHAHA. shutup! i know, i macam faham lar nak eat all that. u should know me.
So, sheesh!! *senyum mentel.

& can somebody bring me go play firecracker pretty pretty pleaseee!

ka pow wow

2008-09-25T10:55:00.010+08:00

80% of the customers we're alright. the rest of it, i do feel like getting back at them. tak pasal-pasal sia shout/raise voice. such a *****.
part dia tau salah dia, tau bual baik-baik. smack kang! HAHA.

I've been working till closing. So i just drank for b.fast, & wait till i get home to eat. i tell you, A HUNGRY PERSON IS AN ANGRY PERSON okay. hahahahahahahaha. so don't mess with me. ok, kidding. (: but kawan2, please jgn carik kemarahan aku boleh tak? lagi2 tu pompan, tolongla jangan macam2. i repeat; i'm seriously very tired over this kinda trivial matters. give me a break.

Yes, i am complaining! hee.

AGAIN, my night shift for today -gone. got to come 4hours earlier i tell you! covering for Noor this time round. am i just VERY NICE? lol. it's okay la. i got fri & sat as an off day. something to be happy bout. heh.

here's a change, i'm prepared to give more of myself. ((:
but, no worries pple. i still will spare some of my time for you loveliest.
I want a life too okay. I still wanna hang out, slack/chill for coffees, have catching up session
& dance,dance,dance!

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

2008-09-24T12:25:00.004+08:00

tamiya is so the in thing for us now. thanks to boyfriend.
we're chipping in to get a track!
plus all the other remote cars... i'd say we got a collection.
woohooo.

We (thefamily) played poker!
Hilarious.
the banker went bankrupt for the night.

And AGAIN, we sisters bake. First & the last white cornflake!
It was suppose to be snow white! but it turned up not. pfft.
edible still. (:

and you know what pple? Mr policemen text me asking whether i wanna go for a slimming session at a discounted price. Is he insulting me or what? FUNNY right. how slim he wants me to be. I think he needs to have his eyes checked! idiot.

and oh! ystrdy, this lady breast feed in the open (in front of my counter).
wth.

till then readers. tkcr now!
got to get to work a little earlier today. covering up for aisyah.-_-"

Eat and Play

2008-09-21T16:32:00.011+08:00

ALL IN A DAY!!

Break fast cum party orang-orang tua at Aunts place.

Happy Birthday Sue-Senja.

Hannah Hanafi.

Happy "Breast"- day Rabia'ah Ali aka Nana.

Sunplaza Park.

Mustafa Center. pimp my ride.

BINGO! winners for each round.
Hidayat: apakah perasaan anda bila kalah? Shah: KALAH MACAM SIAL!!

Winning picture of the day!
Hen Ke Ai. (:

sheeda sh-leepy

2008-09-20T13:15:00.009+08:00

for the fourth time, we bake!
(I forgot to post bout the 3rd cookie)

night shift work was pretty much alright. nothing's new, customers did give me a tough time. but so far so good. & i had to break fast at work. Noor gave me her pass to get to the staff canteen. *smacks! ALOT of mats lar in there. I so nvr gonna hav my break there again. mebbe just to get drinks. what made it worst, i'm all by myself eating just bread! how pathetic. haha.

It's only my 3rd day of work... & I already know who I could actually trust/count on & who's not. I shall not bother about the latter one. i'll just go to work, get my job done, & get home. (: nothing else matter. i just don't bother now.

Sister already start mixing the ingredients when i got home. Again, brother was being nice by fetching me..I had my proper meal 1st & help her out.Sunshine just gotta call at the wrong time. He called me during work but i just didn't answer.. Smlm aku da kata takyah amek, abe nak dtg amek jugak. but i'm already home with bro. korg ckp ngan aku sape nye salah? told him nt to fetch. but he came down w/o informing me. who's at fault?? last last he came down bedok & we slack for quite awhile.
(leaving sista behind baking all by herself)

when i got home almost to 3, sis is still baking! kecoh or what. thank god my Saturday is an off day! ngantok2 pon aku tolong. org kat dapur buat kelakar pon aku da tak larat nak ketawa. kira buat kuih fast forward la kan.

will be buka-ing at Aunts place later.
-Party orang2 tua.

Weee~!
stay tuned.

friends, a better everyday life

2008-09-19T12:08:00.006+08:00

again, we sisters messed up the kitchen. (:

Okay, second day of work. wahlandey! There's so many doors to go through! So, i got lost. Not even knowing how to get to the cashfloat room & then my designated counter. Anyway, i did opening. I got all the ID & password messed up. kurang asam betul org yg ajar aku tu! mk my life so difficult k. Then, the coupon machine create problem plak! sort seh. kanasai lar that lady, da tau card bend gi masukkan. mana tak stuck! Noor was of much help. member terpaksa jadi mechanic jap. hehe. i tell you, customers do test my patience! lagi2 yg bangsa dorg. But the angmohs do make my day. (: lovely. Helmy forever got nothing better to do. He called my extension and ada ker he asked for RotiPrata. Da la tak puasa, pegi smoke break berapa bnyk kali, abe ajak2 aku plak tu. tak betul nye org. JunYong took over my shift. He's like slenge2, quiet2 type like that. Totally a nice guy la.. His spoken english arn't that good. he does make me literaly laugh. He pronounced returned as return-ded! then he asked me to correct the way he said walk 'straight'. He pronounced it as 'street'. he still can't get it right. so mk things easy, i asked him to just say 'its up ahead'.
VOILA!

abe time balek, i was on the hp with brother. i talk talk talk, walk walk walk & again got lost! i was like walking round and round trying to get to that particular place i wanna be at. give up & buat muka tak tau malu asked anothers' collegue help. i wonder how can i actually missed the exit door! itz right there lar. slenge or what! hehe. Brother was being nice to fetch me home. Then break fast abit later. Today, i'm on 5hours night shift. i dunno how i'm gonna break fast with only 15mins. where to go and what to eat? can somebody send me food? (: I gez i'll just wait till i reach home. how sad. i know.

one that is new

2008-09-17T18:15:00.015+08:00

1st day of work was so-so. clock up 6hrs.
Alot to talk 'bout. I see a good days with manager Sophie. Colleague (aishah&kak zaina) i worked with today was alright. I think i asked too much Qns, but they of much help! feeling good. (: got this particular guy (helmi) takde keje uh dia. pegi balek dtg counter aku. Kak Zaina said 'dia mmg gatal..lagi2 ada org baru..." pfft! lol k.
okay got alot more to talk 'bout just lazy to type it down here.

Alot to remmbr & Alot to learn! kanchiong spider lar seh.

can somebody enlighten me, what does not being cool & steady got to do with spiders? haha.

schedule's out for the rest of the month. shocked okay got TWO days of 12hours work. & i don't know i'll survive, not. BUT i got both of the Saturdays OFF. woohooo!Okay pple, looks like... you guys gotta tell me a month earlier if there's any activities on or meet ups you would wanna organize alright. strictly i wont entertain last minute ones. 'coz i think i'll be busy from now on.

Pray for my next month schedule, pls.
Thank You.
i'll love you. (:

you don't have to be rich to be clever

2008-09-16T16:09:00.011+08:00

BEST EATEN WITH MILK!

Yesterday, we sisters messed up ibu's kitchen(: we baked..
Fidzy was the 1st to taste it. one bottle freshed from the oven!
-a meet up to Ecp. I almost freeze. but not to death.
kecoh-ness!

Oh yar! luck was on my side. if you wonder, luck was needed for an interview.
no more time wasted. starting work/training tomorrow!
Kecoh or what. hehe.

Job title: Customer Service Assistant. No, won't tell you where. bluek! =p
Here's a hint: a well known company. Yes i know, it's not of much help. HAHA.
keep on guessing. no points for getting it right. & i'll decide later to tell or not.
go think, BE SMART!

lalalalalalalalalalalalala.

Early days as Ujong Tanah.

2008-09-15T12:35:00.019+08:00

JB with siblings and respective partners was A-okie.
don't be too happy for me. its their partners not mine. (:
we parked at bugis area there and took bus.
thank god it wasn't at all pack.

walk. walk. get stuffs. and break fast.@ Kenny Rogers.

ini takde. itu takde. apa ada?? at last, we settled for
1/4 or 1/2 chicken, 3 side dish and homemade muffin.

vitamins. and walk walk again. got stuffs again.
got to say, i'm satisfied with their customer service.
the main highlight of the day is the things we bought.
Abang beli paling bnyk bende! apa kebende entah. haha.

we sisters basically bought accessories and very very cheap cheap cards. Nora got a thing for anything that is winnie the pooh & plants. (spot everything in the pic) Hidayat bought TWO pairs of shoes. (not in pic) Now brother.. ape cerita entah dia feeling feeling nak antar kad raya!! + a sweater, a pants, a shoe, a facial wash and a make up accessories. ada ker abang kata tu make up accessories dia nak buat untuk polish motor??! (amek kau, my guy frens uses magiclean&dishwashing liquid..now he came up with that) and Oh! couldn't miss this out.... plus plus TWO remote cars! not one but two k. lastly... VITAMINS. vitamin. and vitamins!! sheesh! with close inverted commas lar.

HAHA.

no more express bus to Queen St/Kranji!
so bus back only to checkpoint. den took bus again.
apek ala2 F1 racer uh. speeding lar seh. hahah!

-home.
tired.
but can't sleep.
how cool.

K now, i need...
LUCK! (:

Chamber

2008-09-14T05:49:00.009+08:00

Wii is cool shit k!
Tennis.Boxing.Baseball.Golf.

Lazy to update more.
but what a gadget!

((:

HAPPENING ABES!!

2008-09-13T22:30:00.008+08:00

I don't rmmbr having to get involve in the whatever- matter.
As far as i know. I never did anything.
So much of wanting to watch soccer.
it came, to town and back home.
If i know this stupid thing gonna happen, i never would tag along!!
You pester and i went on.
I tell you, it's so much better staying home on a Saturday
than to be wasting a trip to town and back home okay!!

Such a bitch.
male bitchy bitch.
-Gerek punye hari, siol.

Geylang sipaku geylang

2008-09-13T15:41:00.007+08:00

Geylang-ed for the 2nd time.
dendeng & vadei on the 1st week of fasting month.
wahlauwei!
A whole troop of mats & minahs swarmed through geylang.
Truckloads leh.
Buay tahan!

We settled for the makan side of the Bazaar.
(NO jalan-jalan k.)
Char kway. Honey Chicken. Keropok lekor.
AND a rather dissapointing Burger Ramli.
$3 and sungguh tak sedap.

to my void deck, eat.
Play with meow meow.
AND home.

till den, HAPPY WEEKENDs people!

Tears & fears locked

2008-09-12T11:31:00.018+08:00

Yay! second week. (:
pleasured the club spinning at home.

so it's minus the hang jebats(how sean farris named the mats), dancefloor, weekly booze! Oh! misses! but it's okay. We NEVER missed out any fun. I got Tommy texting me,complaining that the crowd was boring. it's another good thing not to go yeah! ((:
Oh, you guys won’t know how much i love the month of ramadhan, it somehow helps me to BEHAVE and BE GOOD.

HAHA.
.
.
.
ok, aku tanam anggur tak grow grow ni.
hari hari aku siram.
Bagaimana solusinya?
-so useless.
I want to school!

.
.
.

To the world, i'm a Happy-go-lucky girl.
Adjective; carefree, easy-going or untroubled.
They see a perfect smile.
But some say a smile cannot hide the truth from the true.
I'm right here living a lie.
I'm right here living a lie.
I'm right here living a lie.

can someone send me a SuperHero to save MY day(s)?

His Superstitious day.

2008-09-08T15:50:00.015+08:00

I ain't any diamond.
-i'm not the most beautiful thing, with perfect cutting or even shiny.
I'm just a piece of stone, a treasure...
which brings serenity in times of grief and stress.
-certainly precious, truly natural and rare.
A piece of Gemstone. (:

Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only this very special kind of day can bring,
All the smiles a day can filled with.
May it bring happy memories and wonderful moments!

leave your sad days behind.
Too late for regrets.
enjoy life. smile and laugh hard!

Happy Birthday
Muhammad Hafidz Bin A.

-Best wishes.
with lots of love.
p/s: always at your service. (:

Pictures captions

2008-09-07T16:39:00.015+08:00

Saturday.
susah lar kalau jadi org gerek kan!
every wkend w/o fail the guys called ask to hang out.
aku kata aku nak dating pon nak tag along...!
macam mane peh cakap??
tak kasi aku chance betul uh ni budak2.
HAHA.
Sorry guys! not this time.

So,~~Geylang.~~ it rained. not convenient.
Headed to town instead. Cineleisure.
(E2max was spinning club songs!)
you know what i'm thinking, but NO-NO be good.
(don't psycho me! esp, Adam)

Oh, There's a kid in us which we just wouldn't wanna give up!

ARCADE. ((:

We got hungry.
Early sahur @ ktm.
And then, to have dessert.
yummylicious! (yummy & delicious)

And... home sweet home.
& the winning picture of the day is...

Mrs. Pringles! (:

21 hours! -this guy is crazy.

2008-09-05T13:48:00.016+08:00

Yesterday afternoon...
Iskandar gave me a last minute call to slack with the sec sch guys.
being Md Noh, Hakim, Huzaifah and one more..
which i can't recall his name. (:
It was a short one hour or so of updates jokes & laughs.
somebody just gotta bring up the ex- huh.
but the never ending kutuk-ings and guys talks...
was AWESOME.

night.
~~O.O. lancing-lancing. attendance marking.~~
told ya i'll be GOOD!
but it's still SHEEDA'S NIGHT.
i would say more of him claiming privilege/entitlement. (:
so yeah, accompanied Fidzy to Mustafa Centre.
(SHE just gotta call and sms yeah?)
anyway, the last time was magiclean...and now dish washing liquid!?!
again i say; TRY AT UR OWN RISK. haha.

member hulla-hoop kecoh okay! *wont get into the other details.
After that was Simpang. One down!
(thank GOD it doesn't rain)
Nordin joined at a later time. It's just something you said Fidz.
& I went all quiet.
They send me home & headed JB.

Now i understand why it's confusing...
"Comment sûr sont vous que les choses ne se répéteront pas de nouveau?"
hmmmm. not wanting history to repeat itself yeah..
now, i dont think i have to repeat myself. (: just...

vous tenez toujours la clef à ma survie..

(insert current spinning lyrics here)...
...i'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar...

Doors to decisions

2008-09-03T13:15:00.022+08:00

We talked. He asked. I asked. He asked. He said. and I said.
why bother to take your leave? and in what way...
your leave is making things easier?
*conversation contents not necessary*

He said; NOW YOU TALK CRAZY!
oh yes, go ahead call me crazy. i am. HAHA.

I've thought it through...if we hold back on the emotions...
if we dont allow ourself to go all the way through them...
we can never get to being detached. i guess...
we're just too busy wasting time on being afraid.

you and i should realize this...
we put our values in the wrong things.
And it leads to very disillusioned lives.

& now...since we have the power to mend. I thought of taking control of our actions today. I got myself into this mess. I on my own...
So, I'll deal with it, myself?
I already said it; You do what you think is best. and i'll do mine.
BUT after saying that...
you people are right. Lets just be myself & let things happen.

OKAY, Dr. (:

i'm sure you've heard of the sayings...
When one door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one which has been opened for us?

i would say...
if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window.

Muhammad Hafidz Bin A. Thanks for everything! i like you for that.
You still hold the key to my survival.

p/s: i'm happy, reminded of what you said the other day. (: (: (:

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searching for a job feels like FOREVER! -_-'

Mmm eyyy hmmm

2008-09-02T13:52:00.021+08:00

A year has passed...
-am missing the fun and laughter...

In remembrance of Allahyarham Md Farid (Ayid).
02 September 2007.
Dalam kenangan al-fatihah.

i never got a chance to say goodbye.
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nasib ku memang macam telur. (:
*thumbs up!
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Happy 20th birthday Ah hao!
-best wishes.
so near yet so far.
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everyone seems to like my life. but i'd say don't ask for it!
i'm tired of this life, right now. I need to get myself a job.
so much of resumes..resumes..resumes. but no responses!
i have this urge to gamble on any kind of job.

skirts and heels?
or
closings and stock takings?
or
trays and drinks?

YES, those who got me...
GO ON...
call me crazy.

gingko nuts.

2008-08-31T17:26:00.016+08:00

Dark. Rain. stop. Bright. Rain again. Drizzle.
Text. Text. Text, Fidz... so much of wanting to make up to me...
and before i know it... he fell aSLEEP! pfft.
(you're the best! *thumbs up)
tapi takpe, penat nye pasal. i'm understanding as always. (:

Rain stop. just got ready.
Tag along with sis & her Boify.

A pit stop @ Adam Rd. Got my Cheng Teng! (:

Off to Botanical Garden. Nana tag along.
It was too dark! And effing alot of Ants. Grrrr.
tak sanggup lagi aku.
waited for Shah. and off to E2max @cineleisure.
Had a fill at Ljs.
(again, news spread like wild fire!... -aku lagi jadi topic)
and DVDs. boobies. boobies & boobies. *smack forehead!
Kambing betul! they cut off our movie.

Anyway, Nordin & Fidzy came down at a later time.
A game of Foosball. -HILARIOUS!

still i find it weird that they uses MAGIC CLEAN for their bikes.
He said; it's for the tough stains on the metal parts. NOT the body.
I would say; try at your own risk.

HAHA.

Both headed home, while the rest had breakfast at Geylang.
guys begin the day working and girls home sweet home.

till then, HAPPY fasting people!

-Little details will be fluttering around me,
i'll handle them all with aplomb!

Copyright violated

2008-08-30T03:44:00.006+08:00

Alright. I really got to come up with an entry! How frustated i would be clicking on http://www.i-writehistory.blogspot.com and coming across the previous entry filled of anger, that makes my blood boil,
and lose a temper.

So here it is, something to fill up the page.
-something created by a gud fren quite sometime ago...

Hasheeda a girl with peculiar name.....
just look at the eyes.....a window with room full of mystery.

I will always be there for you,
and I hope you will be there for me too
for our friendship can never be broken,
I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad,
and in the end we will be glad,
because without you I am nothing,
as you are nothing without me,
we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,
for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,
and the day you're gone, part of me goes too,
because I wouldn't want to be here without you,
friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that;
it's destiny!

.:life of a poet -Airul:.

Thanks for ALL the poetry u've created all along.
I'm not someone who's good in literature to be writing u a poet in return. (:
All i can say now is that, i really appreciate you for the respect you've given me.
And i apolagize for the constant attacks/hit on the face, back and groin. (:
most importantly, pleaseeeee put ur EGO down.
I said it; "kau la satu2nye kawan ku yang paling susah nak dijaga"
still, i'll be your antidote!
**(almost can hear my voice and the pluckin'/strumming of the guitar)

HAHA!

short advertisement: Airul, SINGLE, mly with chi look, great personality (trust me on this) but can be sensitive (good/bad you decide) at times. Anyone? hehe.

p/s: Click on the name in white for more. (:

move bitch get out the way!

2008-08-29T04:15:00.012+08:00

Home from O.o. can't sleep!
& couldn't wait for later in the day to update. so here it is...
It was a last one before the fasting month.(: not officially. (:

Jio-ed abang & GF along. After much consideration, of coz wasting time. They tag along. So practically was with siblings, & Nana. plus met the regulars inside.
Pha-the-ly & frens, Ahchan & frens. Fidz & Din. Haikel, Flyboy (happy birthday to you!) and alot more to mention. everything was awesome. even though it was the same Dj as last week, which i dont fancy. i just groove to all his music. anyhow k.

out of nowhere, a cube of ice landed on me. and poof! a FIGHT.
AKU TAKOT K. everyones pushing. and i'm like there, getting LOST.
smashing. crushing. throwing. punching. this and that.
lights on, music stopped! -RED! pfft. afew minutes i can say.
then, continuation.

entertained brother to his crappy dance moves and all.
FUN.

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Hey girl! this current spinning goes out to you!
Aku pon tak mintak la sia kau diri kat situ.
I dont need you to show me ur attitude, 'coz i've got mine!

I tell you, you're really testing my patience.
We're merely dancing. you dont have to make it a hoo-ha thing.
that uproarious commotion is not needed.

seriously i was so called tumultuous over the matter.
I'm violently agitated k!
If you're an arms length, only i know what will happen k.
But thanks to Din for 'guarding' me from approaching her and finally allowing me to yak-dush him instead.

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!
(explicit language)
Enough said.

to fidz; A public apolagy for putting you in a spot like that.
promises not needed. & enough in saying sorry.
all i want is for you to pleaseeee stop being gullible.
just that. can??

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Here comes the party people.
abang and GF.
sista & nana.
Azdeo, Dean & AhChan.
Nordin.
Thank you & sorry. (:
Maisarah.
Finally met this junior from Damai.

(insert Fadhly and frens pic here)
=))

Till den, be good & no partying for a month.
hope.

You make me happy when skies are gray

2008-08-28T04:06:00.009+08:00

A meet up with Sunshine awhile ago.
to ecp to slack for a so-called catching up session.
It's been soo long...

He said; same old me. never change in anyway except getting lighter.
laughs! Eat more? No-no.

Oh! it's my first time seeing so much stars in the sky.
jakun sia. really. nice.
Anyway, no diff in him also. we click as before.
& as usual he made me laugh at every small matters.
lame yet funny gitu kans. hehe.
didn't hang out for long though. He got work later in the day plus i'm just tired for no apparent reason(i took a shut eye in btwn). We then decided to head home. Parked at my carpark and end up sitting in the car,
listening to easy-listening songs. haha.
Finally, home.

It was all good. (:
lovely.

drama mama

2008-08-26T12:02:00.020+08:00

edit: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Sya-dila & R-aida.
-best wishes, loveliest. (:
Before you readers begin to read. I'll say that this entry is
NOT-A-MUST-READ one. (:
Its not something you might want to start off reading.
I already WARNED.
So dont blame me if you took time to read and at the end of it,
you said i'm just wasting your time. HAHA.

Let's begin... First and foremost let me tell you that this "DRAMA" is a never-ending one! be prepared for more upcoming episodes.

Here it is - Guy 'A' can NEVER be decisive in makin decisions.
It has always been about him sticking and concentrating on making his PRECIOUS happy happy and happy. Nothing else matters! He know that he doesn't like the part where he have to think about other stuff. Like, he have to be concern about his PRECIOUS and that just spoils everything. But it all got to happen. That is why... ALL he cares bout is just wanting to take "precautions" thats all. There's no other way out for him?
I pity him.

He is NEVER clear on what he is doing.
Needless to say, no one could help him other then him himself.
Again, i pity him.

YES, you can say that he got no balls! Let's just put it that he is NEVER good in handling his PRECIOUS. She is very manja and definitely childish. What can we get from a YOUNG girl like her right? She is still imature in certain things. Or to make it worst, MOST of things. So definitely she wants EVERYTHING 2 go on her way.

It's clear cut that guy 'A' can't just say to her that his friends come 1st before her.'coz the other half definitely will have the TOP priority. How hard we 'fight' for this place we're still below zero. So let's not just waste time on this. I named it, 'trivial matters'. There's just no point, totally. It's not worth it. I'm sure you've been asking yourself why can't he just tell her off right? I know she somehow come after both of you as friends.. So she should be the one accepting the reality that is not all bout her?

TRUST ME I SOooooooo FEEL YOU.

Oh well, what i can say is when we like something,
its a SENTIMENTAL value.. so yeah. (:

You and I are reluctant to be the one leaving...and let things be. We tried so hard here trying not to jeopardize our friendship! But nothing came out of it? Yes, i understand. Whatz more can i say right? I already tried and hang around for a long period of time, what do i get? U can say that I failed. 'coz the verdict is out. I can no longer have the energy to keep myself strong in these league. It's a mind madness game. I GAVE UP. the boat I'm in sank and the water is just getting stangnant. and you, why should you now be the one staying on this leaque when you already know who's the winner without anyone announcing it? Someone told me this; 'IF you think you're better off without each other... then move and never look back. ' so much of needing him, he actually doesn't need you and you actually dont need him. but IF you think you could still stay on, then just hang and hope the best out of everything to come by?
which i reckon it will happen.
so, all the best.

You can say that their relationship have been on for awhile now..
BUT things are DEFINITELY or FOREVER new for them.
and its so gonna take a loooooooong while for that.

JUST TAKE IT AS A TEST OF PATIENCE FROM GOD. (:

Oh SORRY, am i making her sounded that-that bad when she's not?

i'll be nice now, let's just be the understanding or professional one okay
(which i've always been one)
Let's put in some good words to make things balance....
Let's just say she is learning...the trust for him is still in the midst of growing. So yeah, let's give them ALL the time needed. She is really trying to learn things from him and everything/everyone around. She's trying to listen to him.. and she is changing..
(HAHAHAHAHA!)
She is nice la..just little issues like she's insecure and stuffs.. (:
plus i bet there are things la that she did or doing to change for the better. and she is DEFINITELY learning slowly...ok done.

Okay nice, up to you to decide whether it's sarcasm in progress or not. (:

PLEASE NOTE: this article is not directing at anyone. coz names arn't mention. so like the sayings in malay goes.
'Siapa Makan cili dia yg terasa pedasnye'.
who eats chili they would feel the spicyness?

THE END.

a twenty mins jog and it rained. pfft.

Rain rain go away!

2008-08-24T16:48:00.022+08:00

:)

Saturday, Fidzy Day. (:
(still sticking on to the saying 'first come first serve basis' )
Initial plan was to fly kite. But the weather wasn't on our side.
He then suggested to go Vivo to shop.
When the weather was much better, drizzling...we made a move.
And Dang! half-way on the road, it was raining Cats and Dogs!
(raining very heavily)
With me using abang's cannot-make-it raincoat. Drenched i am.
Mintak tissue, takde tissue pulak ni anak. (:

Funny. I borrowed his sweater kinda thing and like nobody business, i open my shorts and HANDdry it in the ladies.
(Kalau ikutkan hati, dgn undergarments seme aku nak handdry k)
Get myself dry - settled!

Him shopping - he kept going that he trust my judgement. Pfft. Boleh gitu eh?
After getting his stuffs, he felt hungry. His laksa craving, fulfilled! (:
Incidents at the banquet itself.. HAHA. won't elaborate.
To keep it simple, we had our laughs!

to Toy"R"us. kelakar nak mampos k!
(e.g: jumbo hammer & stroller with elmo) ROFL.

by nine, headed dunno where to catch fireworks. manage to catch it on the road, with abang cisco shoo-ing us twice. Finally, got a a-okie spot!
Fireworks plus drizzling rain. apenye yg org kata romantic pon aku blom lagi leh faham k. haha.

met Nordin that cheena at marina carpark. member pulak lagi satu buat kelakar. Fireworks da abes dia ingat blom ni. tak ke lepaks tu? Headed Fort Canning to meet sista & the boify. That cheena buat kelakar lagi, org kata Fort Canning, amaciam leh Mount Faber pon aku tak tau k!

Oh yar, news spread like wild fire! hidayat said ' deq balek amek passport. nak antar gi hutan kat m'sia. If you guys wanna know, his ex- called twice and sms while out with him. tak kasi org break eh? but seriously Fidz, if u guys are meant to be back again... i'll take my leave. I know it somehow troubles you befriending me with her like that. she's not being rational that is. I'll be the understanding one if that's the case. (:

anyway, the guys insisted to meet! budak2 ni tak kasi aku rest ke? every Saturday carik aku mati2 ajak jumpe. aku tau lar aku gereks!
(self-proclaim in progress)
Okay, i gave in. We met & had hot drinks at Baghdad St. Nana tag along.
Nordin and Fidz take their leave to JB. and we headed Pasir Ris.
(with a geylang pit stop for vitamins)
Like mintak kene jual or what! muka tetap ada senyum. (:
(Apiz headed home) Pasir Ris, pondok ants that bite all around!
Out of nowhere, the road side. We lepak! makan2, talk2, joke2, laugh2.

and this before home.
that's all folks!
Firstly, Adam - Chan Ma Li Chan k!
Secondly, Sunshine - you get at me, way too late. first come, first.(:

okay now Fidzy, play kite tak jadi. I basah. I teman you get your stuffs. Tengok fireworks stengah.what's the deal? HAHAHAHA.
come to think of it, the last time si dia buat perangai... i told you, you need to spend time with me for 3 days.. you owe me breakfast lunch dinner plus a movie date. Now this. how? owe me alot? *evil laugh. *sinister smile *angkat-angkat kening. (:

Haha. KIDDING la. what matters to me most is the company. I had a great day with you.
like how the lyrics in the current spinning goes;
You're my key to survival.
edit: don't stay up just to fix the rubik's cubic. I said it, i'll confiscate it if u do so. so what if it's urs and not mine. haah!

RUN run run

2008-08-22T12:21:00.013+08:00

Hey peeps! (:
what's spectacular?
just yesterday itself, i got this from diff people around me.
"are you okay...?"
"why are you so quiet now...?"
"u're like different..."
bla.bla.bla.bla.bla.blaaaaa.

Here it is. Perhaps, i'm just not being myself for only-i-know the reason.
I'm sorry if it worries you all and thanks alot for the tlc .
(tender loving care)
No worries people. i'm gone only for a minute. I revived! (:

I had a jog in the afternoon, to get things off.
(this answer to why i had a tiring day).
It was a gooooood 45mins jog round the neighbourhood.
pancet sia! (it's been almost up to a yr since i last trained?)
seriously, i'm ALL good now! trust me on this.

Night came. Oo-ed.
Was with the girls and met the neighbour, buddy plus the regulars.
Pictures for the night take over now...

(spot the dangdut girl. gelek peh gelek peh gelek. non-stop sia!)
Sean Farris. i had a hard time taking care of this fella. pfft.
won't elaborate. Herman aka Mr BeeZee. dekni lagi satu non-stop hits kalau bebual.
but great company i had.
"biasalaaaa kans...."
Nordin cheena & Fidzy JetLee.
they're part of the reason to why i look forward to Thursdays. (:

the day was a-okay. I didn't fell in love with the Dj on the deck.
crappy lar the songs he played. Lagu kepepek apa ntah dia da main.
E.g. like Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. & Lady marmalade.
He seems to be stuck in the past!

BORING but still, i enjoyed too. (:
FUN people is loveeeee.

Recap.

2008-08-21T05:34:00.008+08:00

First and foremost, thanks for having the guts.
Indeed its sad on how we moved from something really perfect to something lifeless.
You were right. At least, we didn't ended things hating each other..
there was still love. love. love. love. (:
Where were you when i needed you the most?
-you're waiting, while i'm waiting.
Sorry again, i gave up.
Too little too late? -a lil late.
somewhat its good that u slipped away. u taught me how to be independent back again. -i'm surviving.
i'm living things to you and time is all yours, baby.
i'll be around just as u needed it.
all i'm asking for is for you to APPRECIATE ME.
now,its jus me and u.
-i'm cool.

much loveeees to you, anonymous.
-i teared.

& IMY.

Breaststrokes.

2008-08-20T01:57:00.018+08:00

Headed down...
in the afternoon with sis for a swim. (more of beremdam kinda thing)
FYI, I don't quite like water sports. Loooves sports but just not watersports pleaseee!
I dont know how to swim, ada jer lemas. haha.
that's why i hate it. (:
since she's been pestering me since-god-knows-when, i accompanied her.
was looking forward to see that aunty with shower cap! -but not in sight.
what we got was the same old toilet-lady. hehe.
and a bunch of people doing water aerobatics.
COOL k!

erm...

edit: abang woke me up early in the morning to ask me do his
Engineering Mathematics! (his part-time ITE assignment).
He does make my brain do work. I so know nuts about engineering k. If he doesn't know how to do it, what made he thinks i would know how? FUNNY.
Surprisingly, i know how!! (a pat on the back).
It's the determination of law, functions of a straight line graphs, gradient and equation.
I somewhat know how to do it. All i need is to recall it back during sec sch time, but now itz with a twist! pfft. manage to do 2/3 Qns.
Dia yang go sch aku yang kene buat. camne cakap? hahaha!
(he reminded me of Adnan who had the same prob during NITECdays. I took Office course but i'm the one who did his building services tech work! perhaps my route of education in ITE should start in engineering course la hor) *Laughs at myself now!
(: