HaPpy twenty-second BIGday!
Sometimes its the littlest thing like looking back on moments got me cracking up.you keep me steady as we go! There are so many things in life that are hard. If i thought 'bout it, i could come up with pages on it. Then i realized more & more over these years that the one thing that makes all the hard things ten times better is you.My mom gave me the skill to be an independent soul. but you... I've learned to trust, super important.
You know exactly what to say in my darkest times, you shine on me that makes my life brighter! i often feel that i am doomed to live life of bitterness & depression. I am constantly reliving things that have happened in the past. constantly giving 'bouts of negativity. feeling like shit...
yet you make me believe that things will change for the better one day.
But you know what? It's a pretty unique feeling for me to rely on someone. This is too good to be true. Beyond belief!(:
You're one of those guys that has always been in my life. Somedays we're inseparable, others we don't speak at all. Right now, is one of those distant phases, i miss you so much. As we get older, i worry that this may be the last. That you won't pick up the phone or reply my sms-es, like you always has. I am scared that this will be the last. That we will no longer be BESTfriends. That we have grown apart for good...
This relationship has taught me that i need to tell you how special you are, no matter how badly i want to kill you(: you are what is real & i need to hold on no matter what.
Thank you for all the times you've listened, laughed, shared, experience and occasionally humoured. Thank you for being a man I'm honoured to know. Enjoy this now, enjoy us.
Enjoy this chapters we are creating everyday,
-entirely unique & amazing true.like some dream come true~!
Love
♥ ♥ ♥ ,
Ur precious little princess.